
My newest anxiety attacks lately haven't been over how am I going to feed him or change him. Now it's "Oh my gosh, what if he turns out like that child". It happens when I see an unruly screamer in food lion or a potty mouthed teenager. If I dwell on that too long I just get completely freaked out. I've been thinking how I'll handle discipline and what I'll do when he does make a mistake. I know I'm super qualified in child discipline, I can control 27 kids at once for 8 hours a day, but the idea of disciplining my own if currently freaking me out. Good thing I have at least a year before I have to start!